Responsiblity

I'm trying to work very hard at life. Just life. 5/365

It has been five days and I'm doing well with my New Year's resolutions. I know that doesn't seem like a lot of days and it isn't but I'm finally being successful and I'm really proud of myself. I have been in such a good mood lately and when my friend, Lissa, asked me why I honestly didn't have one specific reason. I've just been having some really good days lately. My tooth infection is cleared up, I have (I think) two more days of antibiotics to finish and then I'm done.

Also, I'm watching Shameless and this show is fucking hilarious. I had like five people tell me that this was a good show and it is. Ugh. I want to do some dishes before I go to sleep and then I'm going to wake up at 8 am and go for a walk unless its ungodly cold and if it is I'm going to the gym.

Alright, well I've done the dishes and I'm going to go to bed in a few minutes. I should have gone to sleep a while ago but I had some things to do.

My class starts in two weeks and I'm going to really try to get my act together. The only thing I actually have to fix is the fact that I cannot seem to go to sleep at a good time. I'm horrible at this but I will improve. I'm going to be responsible.

New Year

So, it has been a bit since I've last written anything again. This seems to happen when Ryley and I break up.. Oh well, sometimes I need time to myself apart from semi-public introspection. It is true. Ryley broke up with me. I cried. He didn't. I think it's for the best. I cleaned my apartment this past weekend and I'm really proud of my work. It is very clean and tidy and I love it. Having a clean apartment is good for my mental health for some reason. 

Also, it's 8:30 am right now. Which, for anyone who knows me, I am never up this early. I work 12pm-9pm so I usually stretch my sleep until at least 10:30. But I'm trying to be healthier this new year and last night when I was trying to decide if I wanted to go for a walk or go to the gym in the morning my friend encouraged me to go to the gym and she's trying to be a good influence and I'm trying to show her it means something. 

So here I am. January 3, 2017 awake at 8:30 drinking coffee and preparing myself to go to the gym for at least an hour. Then I'll come home, shower and get ready for work before heading to the dentist. 

Before I end this post, I want to write a little about my New Year's resolutions. I don't usually have these but I really want to make an improvement of my life. 
I have three major New Year’s Resolutions:

1. Go for a walk at least every other day (going to the gym will be a substitute)

2. No fast food. This is to save money and lose weight. Which when I told my friend this she goes “Lose weight? You’re tiny!” But according to my BMI I’m overweight? So, I’m trying to lose weight. 

3. Be more crafty. I’m trying to get back to the core of who I am. I feel life I’ve lost myself over the past year or so. I’m going to do more crafts and write more and be more creative overall. 

I’m really excited about what 2017 will bring.