Anxiety.

I'm a paranoid person. I always have been and always will. I assess situations and determine what all the negative outcomes could be and try to figure the likelihood of each one happening. I get very anxious and it makes it hard to be positive.

Case in point: I was so worked up about my car last night that I googled all the reasons my car might be making the sounds it is.  I stayed up until 2:30 looking up car parts and bus routes and even uber, in case I did not feel comfortable driving my car. I don't feel comfortable. But, I feel even less comfortable about riding the bus. So, I drove to work this morning.

Actually, I woke up half an hour earlier than overtime calls for so I could go to Autozone and get some power steering fluid in case that's why my car is acting up. We'll see, I guess.

Fingers crossed.