May 11, 2020
I suppose I should start this in the same way that most of my entries begin. A lot has changed in the past few months. I am moving...again. I am moving from an apartment that I do not very much like with my roommate who is an old coworker to a new apartment that is a significant improvement with my girlfriend.
Yes, I have a new girlfriend. I seem to have gone through quite a few relationships during the course of this blog. It is not much of a blog anyways, more of a biannual reminder of how much my life is a complete whirlwind; honestly. Ironically (or maybe not really), my girlfriend is not the "hope" I was talking about at the end of my last entry. That was another girl entirely and I am not sorry to say that while she did in fact give me hope, she was not right for me.
My girlfriend is perfect for me. I have never felt so complete in a relationship. Never so heard or understood without having to explain or say anything. We feel so deeply in such a similar way. Our connection is different and stronger than I have ever experienced. She is a dream. She has green eyes and a loud infectious laugh and she knows just how to make me smile. She is beautiful and funny and thoughtful. I am so excited that in just four days, we will be moving in together and we will be truly starting our life.
I'm considering a new job. I don't really have much to say about that. I am tired of driving over an hour to and from work. I want to work closer to home and I'm not quite sure that I am cut out to be an EMT. I do love my job, but with this Pandemic Nonsense, I've become too overwhelmed. I am tired.
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